Thursday, January 28, 2010
I've been meaning to write...
On Tuesday I put a post-it (LOVE those btw) in my planner that read "had one of those days" little did I know it would turn into one of those weeks. My purpose of leaving myself a little note was to jog my memory...( ya know even though I'm young and all I still have frequent lapses of memory... not quite sure what that's all about I just continue to pretend it's normal)
Anywho, you can now see why I have to leave myself post-its...
I left myself a note so that I would remember to write.
Often during the day, things come up (in my mind that is) and I think, I need to write.
I had one of those days on Tuesday, you know the ones where everything seems real peachy and then the next thing you know you're in a tailspin... well that happened, and little did I know that it would turn into one of those weeks.
The crazy kind.
You see, I've been a tad busy lately trying to pin down wedding details, being a good employee, getting this body into shape; and in doing all that, I've started pondering about what the next few months will hold and how drastically my life could change.
I started thinking about what it is exactly I want out of life...
this is a big questions ya know...
that leads to other big questions
the scary kind.
And to be honest I haven't really put much thought into them. I'm the type of person that just goes with the flow, or at least I think I do, maybe I should ask Mr. R his opinion on that...
I try to be happy with whatever life brings my way... not to say that I'm not a planner and driven
but those big questions kept lingering and I started pondering about what really makes happy, what I love, what I could live with and what I could NOT live without. How (in a perfect world... which I know is not reality but a girl can dream right?!?!?) I would envision our life in 5+ years.
So I'm asking......
Give me your best LIFE advice.
What did you do right?
What do you wish you would have done differently? or better?
How is it being a grown up?
I'd kind of like to be a kid forever and let my parents take care of me....
LOVE YOU MOM :)
If you could do it all over again would you change a thing?